उत्तररामचरितम् (महाकवि भवभूति - संस्कृत मूल एवं हिन्दी व्याख्या)

102 NOTES ON [ III 32- इदं रूयते—Impersonal अति भारस्य deep is the filling of the exces sive grief (of राम) i. e Rāma's heart has been deeply affected by sorrow आपूरणम् filling, making full (from all sides) सम्भारः preparation collection The reading मयि शोकमावस्य is prefer- able to the one in the text. It means 'the ocean of the sorrow ( of राम ) has been deeply filled अवगूर्ण्ण ( the reading of V and Gh ) is a word rarely used It seems to mean 'eddy, tide ' मयि रम्भडताम् have recourse to firmness as to what is past She means—there is no use in being deeply affected as to what is gone so take courage विमुञ्चवे—Rāma retorts—there is no need to call upon me to be firm, I have been more than that Verse 33 दन्धा वत्सर this is the 12th year since the world was bereft of the queen प्रनष्ट नामापि even her name has as if dis- appeared न च नावसि and it is not that Rāma does not live i. e Rāma does continue to live Two negatives are employed for precluding a possible negation 'सम्भाव्यनिषेधनिर्वर्त्तने द्वौ प्रतिषेधौ' वामन० का०वा०वृ० १ । १ P 72 मोदितास्मि I am charmed . Verse 34 नैताः दारुणा these words, full of affection, are not (i e should not be ) very agreeable (to you) being terrible on account of the grief (they convey ) एता स्रवन्ति these are the streams of honey full of poison that fall upon you Here शोक corresponds to विष and स्नेह to मधु Just as one would not like to have showered on his body poisonous streams though full of honey, so you should not welcome with joy these words of राम though full of affec- tion, because they expose the great havoc which grief has played with his heart. Connect मया with न न सोढ in the following verse Verse 35 The principal sentence is शोकशङ्कु मया नसोढः किम् यथा क्षत (piercing or painful) like a fiery dart imbedded obliquely in the heart तिर्य्यीन is derived from तिर्यञ्च् with the affix इन अलात—तग्र firebrand, half burnt wood 'अङ्गारोऽलातमुलमुकम्' इत्यमर A burning dart would cause great pain if planted in the heart The pain would be greater still if the dart were planted crookedly instead of in a straight line प्रणुन्नम् Thrust in, past pass p of नुद् with प्रनि सविषश्च दंश and (like) a poison- ous bite Supply यथा before सविषश्च We have also to under stand बीजन्द् and सीत्र respectively with शल्य and दंश तथैव सोढः Similarly did I not endure the piercing dart of sorrow in my- heart, though it cut the vitals (of my heart) ? सोढः past pass p. of सह्. पुरापि—once she caused trouble to Rāma when she was